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Love Letters Sam x Reader

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       Dear (Y/N),

       I’m not sure if I should


       ‘No that sounds dumb and insecure.’

      You and me at eight.

       “God no that sounds like Dean.” Sam murmured to himself. He was trying to write a love letter to you. Something that he’d probably never send though….he was always too scared to find out the real answer.
       “What sounds like me?” Dean asked causing his brother to flinch and cover the letter with the spiral he was getting paper out of.
       “Nothing. Just uh…..nothing.” Sam shrugged. His older brother quirked a brow at him.
       “Dude what’s with you? Are you hiding something from me?” Dean sauntered over and leaned against the table next to Sam.
       “No, why would I be hiding something from you?” Sam glanced from the spiral to Dean. Dean’s smirk grew as he had an idea.
       “Whatcha got there Sammy boy?” Sam glared at Dean and his shit eating grin.
       “Just some notes….on uh…..a case we have….” Sam lied through his teeth and Dean could tell.
       “Oh really what’s our case then?” Dean inched closer to his jumpy brother. Sam’s grip grew tighter on the spiral. Dean definitely knew something was up.
       “Demons.” Plain and simple. Maybe then Dean won’t know what Sam’s up to.
       “Liar.” Dean quickly snatched the spiral from Sam’s safe haven. The younger brother grabbed onto his brother’s arm trying to snatch the spiral out of his hand. Dean quickly noticed there was another piece of plain white paper underneath the spiral and unfolded it.
       “Dean! No!” Sam exclaimed trying to wrestle it out of his brother.
       “Dear (Y/N), aww that’s so cute. You’re the love of my life.” Dean smiled laughing a little. Sam had now tackled Dean to the ground still attempting to get back the embarrassing piece of paper.
       “Dean stop!”
       You tip-toed into the library not making a sound. Once they noticed you the brothers froze in spot.
       “Oh hey (Y/N)-”
       “Sssh!” You interrupted Dean as you snuck around the library, more like army crawling, to the back to see if he was here.
       “So you’re not even gonna ask?” Dean inquired standing up and offering a hand to his little sibling. Sam just glared at Dean and stole the paper back putting it back into the spiral.
       “Ssh! and yes….I’ve learned it’s better not to ask.” You looked behind the book shelves and in every corner.
       “Sooo whatcha doin’ (Y/N)?” Sam asked settling back down from his scare sitting back down at the table.
       “Playin’ hide and seek with that sneaky bastard angel…..” You grumbled looking around everywhere not being able to find Castiel.
       “You’re playin’ hide n’ seek with Cas?” Dean asked sitting across the table from his brother still smiling knowing that he had something on Sam.
       “No I’m playing with a hobo, yes silly.” You smiled looking under the tables. “Why?”
       “I’m just saying that he could teleport anywhere in the bunker.” Dean suggested. You deadpanned with your right eye twitching.
       “That bastard better not or he will rue the day….” You walked out of the library to look in all the other rooms. “HE WILL RUE IT!” They heard you shout. Both the brothers chuckled.
       “Dude. A letter? Nice job boy meets world.” Dean joked grabbing a lore book from the shelves. Sam scoffed.
       “Oh yeah? What you’ve got a better idea?” Sam asked now starting over with a new fresh piece of paper.
       “How ‘bout just- oh I don’t know…..asking her out?” Dean looked at his brother like he was crazy. The boy could’ve just asked you the simple question a looonnnggg time ago. But Sam being Sam around you, was going to procrastinate and be shy around you. Sam just ignored his brother and kept on writing.
       “Oh so now you’re not talking to me?”
       “I’m trying to concentrate Dean.”
       “Would it help if I made very loud whale sounds?” Dean received a glare from his brother making him smile.
       “Oh come on Sammy. I bet I could help you.”
       Dean didn’t get an answer.
       “You could pull something out from ‘The Notebook.’ If you’re a bird I’m a bird.” Dean said dramatically looking off into the distance.
       Dean still didn’t get an answer.
       “Oh so you’re ignoring me?”
       No answer. The older brother pouted before snapping his fingers when an idea sprang into his mind.
       “You should do the whole ‘Romeo and Juliet’ thing and compare her to a summer’s day.” Dean suggested with a smirk.
       “That’s from Sonnet 18 not Romeo and Juliet Dean.” Sam answered in a bored tone before going back to his writing.
       “Ha! But I got you to talk so I win!” Dean smiled triumphantly. Sam sighed and shot his brother another glare.
       “Oh? I didn’t know you liked ‘The Notebook.’ What’s next? A walk to remember?” Sam asked smirking seeing his brother get flustered.
       “What? No! (Y/N) made me watch it.” Dean defended himself.
       “Then why did I hear the names ‘Noah’ and ‘Ally’ coming from your room last night?” Sam looked up to his brother who now scrambling to find a lie that would seem legit.
       “Shut up.”
       
       ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

       A half an hour later Sam was finally finished with his letter and was proud of it. I mean of course he wasn’t about to let you or anyone read it! It was more of a way of coping with his crush on you. Dean passed out a while ago so he was just sitting in the chair with his legs propped up on the table.
       “Hey Dean I’m gonna go out for a supplies run. Ok?” Sam said getting up from his chair. When he didn’t get an answer, he deduced that Dean had fallen asleep. He looked up and saw that Dean had placed the book on his face and was, in fact, asleep. Sam walked out of the library to find you in the living room looking everywhere.
       “Not giving up yet huh?” Sam asked.
       “Never!”

       ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

       Meanwhile in the library Castiel poofed in. What a cheater. The angel looked at his friend, who was softly snoring now, and then to the table that had a letter, a spiral, and Sam’s laptop on it. The curious angel unfolded the letter and read it to himself.


       Sam came back from the grocery store and unloaded all the food and walked back into the library to find that his letter had gone missing. He frantically checked underneath the tables, in all the pages of his spiral, and in his laptop only to find nothing.
       “Dean!” Dean flinched awake at his brother’s sharp tone.
       “Huh- what?” Dean shook his head. “What’s up?” He asked wiping his eyes.
       “Did you steal my letter?” Sam asked starting to feel anxious.
       “No man. I don’t know where your mushy love letter is.” Dean stretched hearing the cracks of his shoulders. The younger Winchester sighed and sat in his chair thinking about who else would’ve taken it. A pair of foot steps was getting louder and louder until they reached the library. You stood at the doorway panting from having to sprint.
       “Guess- who- found a- hunt?” You panted wildly smiling.
       “Uh I’m gonna go out on a hunch and say you did?” Dean answered.
       “You bet my sweet ass I did! Ha! Suck it bee-itch! We leave whenever you guys are ready!” You said sprinting back to get your stuff.
       “Oh wait! (Y/N)?” Sam called you back.
       “Yeah what’s shakin?” You asked peaking your head in.
       “Have you by chance seen Cas anywhere?” Sam thought that maybe the pesky little angel had something to do with his missing letter.
       “That cheater is in timeout in the kitchen. Cheating hoe was transporting around the damn house while we were playing hide ‘n’ seek.” You pouted before sprinting off to get your things.
       “Hey, I thought I put you in time out mister.” You said putting your hands on your hips faking being mad once you saw Castiel in your room.
       “I was just- I heard you found a hunt and thought I should help you pack.” Castiel lied.
       “Oh. Ok cool. Could you hand me my sketch book?” The lie went right over your head as you started packing clothing for the hunt. Castiel nodded and put it in the backpack littered with colorful doodles. The angel looked once more at your doorway to make sure you weren't going to pop in. He slipped the letter to the bottom of your bag hiding it with all your clothes.
       “You go back in time out imma go get some snacks for the road.” You said skipping off to the kitchen. Within the hour you all were on the road.


       After about an eight hour drive you finally arrived at your motel in Arkansas. It was about seven and you were ready to get out and move! Sam felt the same way but for a different reason. Castiel decided to tag along and even rode in the car with you guys. It made Sam suspicious of the angel but he didn’t care at the moment, for he desperately needed to find that letter. He would about die if you saw it.
       Dean unlocked the door letting everyone in. You ran and jumped on the bed you called yours and say there for a moment enjoying how comfy it actually was.
       “Dibs on this bed.” You said muffled by the bed and it actually sounded like, “Dis- on dis be.” You turned your head to make your message more clear. “Who am I sharing with this time?”
       “I think you’re sharing with Sammy.” Dean said clapping a hand on his brother’s shoulder wearing the same smug grin.
       “Awesome. Imma unpack.” You said. Castiel swallowed hard and looked to you.
       “Cas, I need to ask you something really important.” Sam whispered to Castiel while Dean turned on the T.V. flipping through the channels.
       “What is it Sam?” Castiel already knew what his question was though. Out of the corner of his eye he could see you dumping out your bag and he was more nervous about what the outcome of this endeavor would be.
       “What’s this?” You mumbled picking up a plain piece of spiral paper folded in half. You unfolded it and sat on your bed. Dean glanced at you and saw you with the letter. He about choked on his beer. ‘Nope I gotta let this one go.’ Dean thought as he pretended not to know what was about to happen.
       “I need to know if you saw- a piece of spiral paper-” Sam started when you interrupted.
       “Sam?” You looked up with doe eyes looking straight through his soul. The younger brother looked up and saw his love letter in your hand making him freeze. His eyes wide with fear and his mouth opening as if he wanted to say something.
       “Well Cas I think we need to go defeat some demons at the bar nearby. Come and help me.” Dean said moving swiftly grabbing his jacket and keys and an angel. The door shut with a slam as he scampered off.
       “U-uh….I-I-I can ex-explain….” Sam stood up scared of what was about to happen. His heart was beating at a rapid pace as he inched his way closer to you, eventually sitting on your right, your knees about touching.
       “Why would you need to?” You put the letter aside wiping your eyes.
       “Oh god, (Y/N) are you crying? I’m so sorry I didn’t mean-”
       “Shut up you know I’m a crier!” You smiled fanning yourself, being over dramatic like usual. Sam smiled too, not completely sure what to say next. He didn’t need to know what to do next though. You grabbed his hand looked into his eyes. “I feel the same way.” You breathed out smiling. Sam blinked a few times.
       “You….feel the same way?”
       “Your the dumbest smart guy I know Sammard.” You laughed pulling in your newly found lover in for a gentle kiss. Sam was honestly shocked. Happy, but shocked. He responded and pulled you into his lap. You pulled back and rested your forehead on his.
       “We makin’ this a thing?” You asked with a small smile.
       “Of course we are.” Sam said picking you up and flipping you over. You squeaked with a laugh as he laid you back covering you with himself. Sam came back down and kissed your more passionately.

      You’re very important to me. One of the most important people to me. You know about everything there is to know about me, if it’s possible even more. You could tell what I was thinking just by looking at me. There’s something about you that makes me feel special, makes me feel wanted, needed.
       I loved feeling all of those things because of you. It didn’t hit me how much I really needed you until that one time you went on a hunt with Dean and came back a week later. I was non stop checking my phone and worrying my head off. I didn’t get the relief I wanted until you came back to me. (Y/N), I’m not sure if you’ll feel the same way- but I thought you deserved to know that I love you.
       You don’t realize how hard it was to even write it down on a piece of paper. I’m not going to lie when I say that it was always really hard and nerve wracking when I saw how close you and Dean had become over the years. There was always that subtle doubt in me whenever he said he always thought of you as a sister. Dean actually tried helping me and I almost asked you out.
       Remember that one time when you were making spaghetti and we ran into each other making you spill all the red sauce on both of us? Yeah……that was an actual attempt. Not a good one, but I almost did…. Whenever you would flash me that smile of yours I would just turn into a babbling idiot.
       I’m sorry that I won’t be able to give you an apple pie life. I know that you’ve always wanted kids- but we don’t have to think about that right now. I’d make it work. For us. I think you already know, but I’d anything for you. I’d fight my way through hell for you.
       The main point, is that my heart beats for you. Only you. This letter may never actually get to you, but I thought I should write it anyway…. I love you (Y/N).
first off can i say that Sam looks absolutely tempting in that picture.....good god.....ANYWAY
hope you liked it! 
xoxoxoxo
<3<3<3
i take requests if you have any!
i don't bite!
-unless you want me to *wink wonk* ;) I'M JUST KIDDING!!!!
but for reals.
love you guys to pieces
<3<3<3
I'M STILL MARRIED THOUGH
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